Whispers of the Unseen: Kay’s Final Night of 1976

Dear Diary,

It’s me, Kay. Tonight’s the last night of 1976, and everything feels… unsettled, like the world is holding its breath, waiting for something. I can’t shake the feeling that I’m standing on the edge of something big, like a secret just waiting to be uncovered. Something that’s always been there, just beneath the surface, only now it’s starting to reveal itself.

I’ve always known I wasn’t exactly like the other girls in town. There’s something about me that’s different… beyond normal, I guess you’d say. I can’t explain it to anyone, not even to myself most of the time. But it’s there—this knowing, this awareness that there’s more to the world than what people see.

Mom? She’s wonderful, in her own way. Always makes the house feel so warm, so full of love. But when it comes to understanding the things I’ve been noticing—well, that’s a different story. She’s brilliant, smarter than most, but she looks at the world like it’s a puzzle with neat edges. Me? I see the pieces that don’t fit. I hear the sounds no one else hears. I see things in the corners of my vision that vanish the moment I try to focus on them.

I’ve tried to tell her, Diary. I really have. But when I do, she just tilts her head, gives me this soft smile, like I’m telling some tall tale she can’t quite believe. I trust her more than anyone. I just… I wish she would believe me. Believe that there’s something out there. Something more.

It’s not just my imagination. I know it isn’t. Tonight, after dinner, I swear I saw something out of the corner of my eye—just a flicker, a shadow, moving where no shadow should be. I felt it too, like the air shifted, cooler for just a second. And the whispers… they’re always so quiet, so soft, like they’re coming from somewhere far, far away. But I hear them, Diary. I do.

It’s scary, sometimes. Not because I think they’ll hurt me, but because it’s like living in two different worlds. There’s the world Mom sees, full of logic and normalcy, and then there’s the one I’m drifting into—a world where shadows move on their own and whispers fill the silence.

I wish I could tell her. I want to. But what if she thinks I’m losing it? What if she tries to make it go away, like it’s something wrong with me?

But I know there’s nothing wrong. These things I’m experiencing—they’re real, as real as the chill I felt in the room tonight, as real as the snow falling outside. Maybe they’re part of me, part of who I’m meant to be. It’s like something is waking up inside me, something that’s been waiting, dormant, until now.

Sometimes, I catch her looking at me. Not with fear, exactly, but with a kind of wonder, like she knows there’s more to me than I let on, but she doesn’t know how to ask. I wish I could tell her. Maybe someday I will, when I understand it all a little better myself.

For now, I’ll keep it here, in these pages, where it’s safe. You’re the only one who doesn’t ask questions, doesn’t doubt, just listens.

Goodbye, 1976. Something tells me 1977 is going to be… different. Maybe even beyond normal.

Love,
Kay