The days that passed.
How do you forgive for trying to kill my brother?
Dear, God.
HOW DO I DEAL WITH THIS?
I was there.
He was beaten by a group of boys coming home from school.
I felt so defenseless.
I was 60lbs.
What was I to do? Get help? Run?
PLEASE GOD. HELP ME!

I walked in on him ODing.
I will NEVER get that image out of my head.
How do I help him?
How do I rid everything that was done.

I heard,
“He deserved it.”
Noone, or nothing deserves abuse.
Noone deserves cruelty.
NOONE deserves any of it.

I ask you, God.
Whatever you have for me.
Must be so big, so powerful.
To hold this in my hands, and in my heart.

Everything changed since 9/11
I understand what they meant by, “WoMD”
God,
I am always yours.