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✧ What You’ll Find Here:

🖤 DreamBook Entries
Raw, emotional journal-style stories told from Luna’s POV, about growing up in a broken home, chronic illness, identity, and finding softness in a sharp world. Kay’s Chronicle’s of Tackling The Unknown. Check Out Luna, Astral, and Kay.

💜 Art, Stickers & Freebies
Digital art, emotes, and personal symbols. Quotes for healing. Icons from a pastel-goth world.

Letters to the Past Self
Messages written in glitter ink and ghost-thoughts. Sometimes angry. Sometimes sweet. Always true.

👽 Alien Softness
Because feeling different isn’t a flaw. Here, it’s your power.


✦ If you’re lost or lonely, start here.

This is a place for the kids who were told to “get over it.”
For the ones who never fit in.
For the weird, the sensitive, the brave.
For people healing out loud.

You’re not too much.
You’re not too late.
You’re just in time.

My Life As A Pastel Goth How To Channel(1)

Dear DreamBook Entry #8 Channeling Another Planet. Or Bent Time

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Dear Dreambook,

How to Channel Another Planet (Sister Style)

aka: The Weird Little Thing Astral and I Did That Probably Bent Time or Something

When we were younger, before eyeliner, before bruises, before either of us really knew what it meant to feel cursed Astral and I used to do this thing.

We’d sit together.
Just us. No music, no background noise, no distractions.
We’d hum.
That’s it.
One of us would start, and the other would try to match the sound exactly. Same pitch. Same frequency. Like trying to hold hands with noise.

Then we’d go higher.
And higher.
Almost to the edge of screaming.
Not loud. Not painful. Just… sharp. Focused.
Until the sound wasn’t two sounds anymore.
It bent. Warped. Folded over itself.
Almost like we weren’t in our bodies anymore. Like we’d tapped into something bigger than us.
Like we were vibrating between two worlds no one else could hear.

We didn’t tell anyone about it.
It wasn’t a game.
It wasn’t a joke.
It felt… important. Sacred, in the way only weird little girls surviving in their own heads can understand.

Sometimes I think we were channeling something.
Not ghosts. Not spirits.
Just a softer, stranger version of ourselves from another place.
Girls without bruises. Without bad dads. Without all the noise.
Girls who spoke through frequency instead of words.

Astral would always break it first.
Laugh.
Snort.
Roll her eyes.
“Okay, Let’s find some snacks!”

But I’d hold onto the sound a little longer.
Because it felt like home.
Like we weren’t just cursed little girls trying to survive.
Like we were connected to something bigger.
Like we belonged somewhere.

Maybe we were channeling.
Or maybe we were just trying to find something no one else could take away.

Either way, I still think about it sometimes.
The hum. The bend. The moment where two voices became one sound that didn’t belong to this world.

Currently: missing frequencies only we could hear.

🖤 Don’t take my sister love away,

– Me <3

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xoxo
friends forever ✨
My Life As A Pastel Goth Not Crying But Close

Dear DreamBook Entry #200 Not Crying But Close

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Dear Dreambook,

The Face That Isn’t Really Smiling

Astral has this thing she does.
When she’s having a bad day.
Not the dramatic, “throw things and scream at the world” kind of day.
The quiet kind. The heavy kind. The barely holding it together but still showing up kind.

She draws this face:

:]

Just a colon and an ending bracket.

Always with a pen. Sometimes on her notebook.
Sometimes on my hand.
Once on a fogged-up mirror.

She says it’s stupid.
She says it doesn’t mean anything.
But I know better.

When Astral draws it, I know she’s tired.
I know she’s sad.
I know she’s not sure how to say, “I’m here. Barely. Still smiling.”

So she lets the face say it for her.

I never erase them.
Not off my skin. Not out of my notebooks.
Because it feels like a promise.
Like even on the worst days, we’re still here.
Still surviving.
Still smiling, just barely.
But still.

:] — I’m here. Barely. Still smiling.

Currently: ⋆.˚ ☾⭒.˚Still existing, despite everything,⋆.˚ ☾⭒.˚

– Me <3

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xoxo
friends forever ✨

Astral finally coming to terms on how to be herself <3

My Life As A Pastel Goth I am Not everyone

Dear DreamBook Entry #550 – I Am NOT Everyone

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Dear Dreambook,

I’m Not Everyone.

They said I wasn’t special.
That everyone feels this way. That everyone lives through this. That everyone hurts, and bleeds, and breaks, and stitches themselves up the same way.
Like I’m not allowed to call it mine.
Like my pain is just a recycled story on a loop.

But here’s the thing.
Even if someone else has cried like me, screamed like me, wanted to disappear like me
No one ever did it as me.
No one else wore these shoes, walked these sidewalks, counted these cracks in the ceiling at 3AM.
No one else heard these exact words at the exact moment they split my heart in half.

Everyone might bleed red.
But this is still my cut.
My ache.
My story.

And if no one else will tell it, I will.

Because I’m not everyone.
And I’m done pretending otherwise.

There was a popular boy in school today who said his mom makes him chocolate-chip pancakes every morning.
He said it like it was sacred.
Like it was normal.
Like it was owed.

I’m just lucky if I get a cup of coffee in me fast enough to stay awake for two hours.

I am not everyone.

Currently: tired, but still here.

Because I’m not everyone.

And I’m done pretending otherwise.

✦ Currently: protecting my softness like it’s sacred. ✦

– Me <3

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xoxo
friends forever ✨
My Life As A Pastel Goth Sharp Edges Still Count As Survival

DreamBook Entry #100 Sharp Edges Still Count As Survival

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Dear Dreambook, I Am Not The R-Word

I heard it again today.

The R-word.

Thrown at me like gum under a desk. Like something sticky and disgusting I’m supposed to carry around now.

Because I take longer to answer.

Because I think in pictures, not in bullet points.

Because I walk circles in my brain while they’re still crawling in straight lines.

But this didn’t start with kids in hallways. It started with adults. With evaluations. With paperwork.


At the top of my IEP:

“Intellectual Disability — Retardation.”

In bold. In ink. Like that’s all I’d ever be.


I’ve read that file more times than I’ve read my own poems.

Like it was supposed to explain me better than I ever could.


It didn’t.


I’m not behind.

I’m not broken.

I’m not stupid.

I’m not your slur.


I just take ten laps in my head for every one you walk out loud.

I’m building connections you can’t even see yet.

I’m solving puzzles you didn’t notice existed.

I’m tired, not incapable.

I’m quiet, not less.

I’m soft, not stupid.


I am NOT the R-word.

I’m Luna.

And I’m done carrying this shame in silence.

I’m allowed to burn a little. I’m not sure in which way. A burnt out candle, kinda-way. Or a volcano taking everything out in its path kinda-way.


🖤 Your slurs don’t define me. Your paperwork doesn’t either,

– Me <3

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xoxo
friends forever ✨

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About Luna n’ Astral

About Luna

Name: Luna.
No, it’s not short for anything. Yes, like the moon. Yes, I’ve heard -all- the jokes.

Zodiac: Aquarius
Detached. Overthinking. Possibly from space.

Favorite Color: Purple. Not just any purple — royal purple. Velvet, drama, “I’m secretly important” energy. If I could paint the whole sky purple, I would

Favorite Food: Mashed potatoes. Smooth. Predictable. Extra butter. Soft things are allowed to exist.

Favorite Subject: Gym. It’s easy. I don’t have to think too hard and no one expects me to raise my hand.


💜 Things I Like:

  • Pressed flowers
  • Sad playlists (bonus points if it sounds like ghosts are singing)
  • VHS static / glitch aesthetics
  • Quiet moments no one else notices
  • Journaling like it’s a survival tactic
  • Writing letters I’ll never send
  • Purple nail polish (always)

🖤 Things I Don’t Like:

  • Loud people who talk too fast
  • Forced positivity
  • Being misunderstood (it happens a lot)
  • People who laugh at the wrong moments (but not the fun kind. More bullying you in class kind)
  • The fact I have to explain myself here

About Astral

Name: Astral
Zodiac: Leo ♌️ (Loud, dramatic, not sorry.)
Personality: Extroverted. Competitive. Probably cursed. Fun at parties but only if I feel like it.

Favorite Color: Black. Definitely black. (Okay, fine… it’s pink. But don’t tell anyone 🌸🖤)
Favorite Food: Mac n’ Cheese. Predictable, but oh-so comforting.

Favorite Subject: Study Hall. Best time to catch up with friends and whispers.

Favorite Hobby: Board games.
Not because I care about winning (okay, I do).
Mostly because I like watching people squirm under pressure.
I let Luna win sometimes. Not too much. Just enough. She lets me get ahead too. It’s our little secret — we compete like we’re fighting for our lives, but we both know it’s just another weird way we say I love you

🩷 Things I Like:

  • Loud music
  • Black eyeliner
  • Snacks with unreasonable amounts of sour
  • Writing secret poems in the margins of notebooks
  • Collecting shiny crystals that “definitely have vibes”
  • Luna (but don’t tell her I said that)

🖤 Things I Don’t Like:

  • People who talk too slow
  • Pity
  • Bad coffee
  • Being told she’s “too dramatic” (she’s not, thank you very much)
  • Losing (even when I pretend not to care)

Core Personality:
Spiky on the outside, soft in very specific, carefully hidden places.
The type to laugh at the chaos and then quietly fix it when no one’s looking.

Tagline:
Loud. Loyal. Still playing the long game.
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P.S. Luna, I’m still winning.
(Kind of.)